Once Again…???!!! – Chapter 3: the Erudition – 2

Disclaimer: The characters in this novella are purely fictional. Any resemblance to anyone living or dead is purely coincidental.

Kiran returned home at about 5:00 pm. Geeta and Raman were already at home. Swati had not yet returned.

“Kiran, did Swati call you to let you know that she would be late? I am worried given the fact that there is a bit of hullabaloo in the city”, Ammu said.

Kiran did not answer. Going by the fact that everything was closing early that day, why was Swati not yet at home? He tried calling Raghavan’s home to see if she was there. Unfortunately, she was not there either.

Swati sauntered inside at around 6:30 pm. It was almost dark by then.

“Swati ma, we were worried as to what happened as there has been a tense situation in the city. Glad you are back safe and hope all is fine”, Ammu said.

“I’m not a baby. I have been brought up in this city. I know my way”, Swati snapped and went to her bedroom.

Though no one commented, everyone saw a glare in Swati’s eyes. It was very bright and her pupils seemed unusually large. The fire in her eyes could have burnt them all.

Ammu was taken aback. So were Raman and Geeta. Geeta, felt very sad, as Ammu had always been more of a mother to her than a mother-in-law. Ammu was genuinely concerned. Nobody said anything. Vicky’s confusion of the day’s event increased. What was the reason for this behaviour?

Kiran went to the bedroom to see what happened. The bedroom light was switched off. The green night light was turned on. He could see Swati ‘s silhouette on the bed.

“Swati, Swati?”, Kiran whispered quietly.

There was no response. Straining his eyes in the dim green night-light he could see that her eyes were closed. She was breathing evenly. Swati had not changed into her nightie (her home clothes). Kiran was not sure if she was really sleeping, but he decided not to bother her.

He walked out of the bedroom.

His mind replayed the happenings of the past few weeks. It was almost two weeks since their wedding.

The few relatives that they had, had arrived for the wedding almost a week in advance. Since then there has been festivities at home. His sister Tara was also there from Kerala three weeks in advance to help Raman, Geeta and Ammu with wedding preparations that can be very laborious – buying gorgeous sarees, going to family and friends’ homes to invite them for the wedding, buying return gifts for people, based on their proximity to the family and many more. Easy day was filled with excitement and a lot of work to accomplish.

Amidst all the work associated with wedding, Tara wanted to see her soon to be sister-in-law in person. So, Kiran and her called Raghavan’s house and decided to visit them one evening.

Kiran and Tara knocked the door. Raghavan answered with a pleasing smile. “Please come in”

Kaveri joined and welcomed them both. Sunder was also there. Everyone had a cheerful personality. Tara liked the family immediately.

Swati was not there. When Tara inquired about Swati, Kaveri said –

“Oh, she should be here anytime now. We did mention to you that she was going to be helping some of her students this evening”

Tara and Kiran were immersed in the conversation that they did not realize that it was already past 7:30 pm. And Swati was not there yet.

“Does Swati have a pager? May be we can page her to let her know that we are here and see when she would be back.” Tara asked.

“I have already paged her. May be she is stuck in traffic and doesn’t have access to a public telephone booth” Kaveri replied.

“Wouldn’t it be so useful if we are able to have the phone that they are talking about which can be carried anywhere; that which is going to invade and revolutionize the telecom industry? It seems it is already in use in the elite community in the big four Metros”, chipped in Sunder.

“I would like to say yes, but am skeptical about that phone though. How is it even possible to have a phone that is actually not connected anywhere?” Raghavan mentioned.

“Mama, may be it will be an extension of our current cordless phone. But, how could it work anywhere? Hmmm… Technology!” Kiran sighed.

And their conversation continued. In a little while, Tara checked the time and realized that it was past 8 pm. As she could not wait any longer, she politely took leave of Raghavan and Kaveri –

“We have to leave now Mama and Mami. Please let Swati know that we were here and waited quite a while. Also, let us know once she has safely reached home.”

“Of course yes. We will let you know when she is back”, said Raghavan.

After the exchange of the traditional betel leaves and kumkum, Tara and Kiran took leave. They took off in Kiran’s “Yamaha” motorbike.

On their way, Kiran’s pager beeped. There was the message that Swati had returned home safely. As Tara did not want to go back to Swati’s house, as it was already late and they had umpteen things to do, they continued to their home in Koti.

Though Tara was not happy that her soon to be sister-in-law did not show up on time, even though they had not sprung a surprise on her, she did not say anything.

Kiran was brought back to reality when Vicky said, “Kiran, I need to talk to you. Let’s go to the terrace”.

In the terrace Vicky mentioned that he saw Swati with another man, holding hands. Kiran was in a state of shock and was confused. Was this wedding the right thing? Was there anything that he was missing?

He hoped that everything would become fine and that it was all the initial troubles of adjustments, the starting trouble, which is common in any marriage.

Kiran was once again transported back to the wedding events.

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Once Again…???!!! – Chapter 2: the Genesis – 1

Disclaimer: The characters in this novelette are purely fictional. Any resemblance to anyone living or dead is purely coincidental.

‘Did you like the girl?’ Ammu whispered into Kiran’s ears.

‘Amma, I would like to talk to that girl first.’ Kiran whispered back. Then turning to Raghavan, he asked, ‘Sir, can I speak to your daughter, alone?’

‘Of course Mr. Kiran! There is no hassle in that. Swati, take Mr. Kiran to the terrace, so that you could speak to each other alone. That would help you to know each other better.’

Swati led Kiran to the terrace.

Raman, Ammu’s eldest son continued his conversation with Raghavan. ‘.. We are three in our family. Our elder sister is in Kerala with her husband and a son. I am the second one. I have a son. He is doing his degree final year. Actually, he has got some lab practical class today and so was not able to accompany. Kiran is the youngest in the house. He was born here in Hyderabad after we moved here from the village in Kerala. Hence, his name has the Hyderabadi influence. And, there is a lot of age difference between us. We are a closely knit family and would like to remain in the joint family even after Kiran’s wedding.’

For Raman, Raghavan seemed to be an interesting character. Sunder, Raghavan’s son, joined their conversation, every now and then. Kaveri, the beautiful wife of Raghavan, went into the kitchen to look into the next set of activities that needed her attention.

‘I liked this girl. She is so simple for a modern girl. Look, she is not at all very pompous. There is not even any make-up on her face. Just, so simple. And, she has even applied oil on her hair. I feel, she will be the best match for Kiran.’ – Ammu murmured to Geeta, her daughter-in-law.

‘As they say, the first impression is the best impression, Amma I too liked this girl. She looks just simple and great’, said Geeta. She whispered at a very low tone – ‘But, did you notice one thing Amma, this girl has not gotten the beauty of her mother’.

‘Yes! Yes! But, she is certainly good looking too…’

In about a half hours’ time, Kiran and Swati came down. Kiran told his mother and brother that he liked the girl. The same way, he wanted to know Swati’s opinion.

Geeta volunteered. ‘Did you like our Kiran, Swati?’

There was no response. Swati’s head was bent towards the floor. ‘You don’t have to feel bad or embarrassed, Swati. We would like to know your opinion too’, told Ammu.

Still there was no response. Kaveri plunged in to rescue her daughter. ‘Probably she is a bit embarrassed to accept that she has liked Kiran. Isn’t it said that silence is acceptance? Take her silence as acceptance’.

Ammu started, ‘But..’.

Raman interrupted Ammu by saying ‘Don’t force her, Amma. Let her take some time. Also, what Mami says, sounds fine. Swati, probably, you could tell about your liking to your parents, later’.

There was no response again. Swati, lifted herself up and walked inside..

‘Yes Mr. Raman. I will speak to our Astrologer and come over to your place tomorrow. Then we can decide on the other things’, said Raghavan.

‘That’s absolutely fine. I think we will take leave of you now. Amma, shall we leave?’

After the traditional formalities of exchanging the betel leaves and the more important kumkum to the ladies, Kiran, Ammu and others left Raghavan’s house.

While on their way back, though everyone wondered as to why Swati did not speak at all and just walked away inside, nobody dared to discuss that further…

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Once Again…???!!! – Chapter 1: the Pandemonium

Disclaimer: The characters in this novelette are purely fictional. Any resemblance to anyone living or dead is purely coincidental.

It was a dark night, without moon or stars. Time was somewhere near midnight. The second’s hand of the clock was slowly ticking. There was a slight wind blowing outside, which sent a shiver though the body. It was late December and the winter had already started, with all its vigour. A car or two whizzed through the deserted misty streets, once in while. Else, there was silence everywhere. Silence that night, after all the recent political turmoil for the demolition of Babri Masjid in Ayodhya, near New Delhi. Silence everywhere, except in his heart. There was a war going on in his mind.

He was lying all alone on his bed, on his back with his eyes wide open. His eyes moved around in the room. He could see the reflection of the green night lamp on the mirror of the Godrej bureau. The green dim light… This was the dumb witness for many of the past happenings. The silent witness for those moments when he had dreamed about her; when he had made love to her; when she talked about the other person in her life; when she declared her decision to kill his innocent child; when he was mentally tortured by her. Today, this dim dark green light was once again, the only witness, to look at him cry over the past.

He rolled over to lie on his side. His eyes slowly moved towards the window. The open window… Tears flowing through the corner of his eyes… As his head was tilted to the right, tears were collecting near the bridge of his nose. He could hear the hustling, cold wind outside. The cold wind was as sharp as her cold heart. Very coldly and very slowly cutting through his heart… He was unable to decide if it was the cold wind that made him shudder or the recent happenings. He could hear the typical noises of the night. A cricket looking for its prey; an owl hooting at a distance; a drunkard singing aloud his song in a precarious tongue; a dog howling at the street corner; a heavy vehicle rushing by… His mind was wandering… He was thinking… His mind was a smorgasbord, splattered with the events of the past…

His thoughts were disturbed by the cold tears, which had flowed through the bridge of his nose and rolled down his right cheek. He lifted his hands automatically to wipe the tears from the cheek. He rolled over and was now once again on his back. He gazed at the ceiling fan. It was moving. He tried to visualize the blades in the dim green light. He could only see the circle created by its movement He was wondering about his life. His thought was circling… He was feeling that the fan should fall on to his head. His head started reeling. He felt that there was nothing more left in his life. The world seemed dark and the relations were also dark. The future was dark too, as dark as this dark night.

How close he thought, he had come to her in these four months and yet how far he had actually been from her. How much he loved her and how much she hated him. How much he wanted her to be with him and how much she wanted to be away. How much it looked, just like a nightmare. But it was all happening in reality… It was all happening with him. Still, he was not able to decide if he hated her… How much he had wanted her to stay back… How much he had expected that she would say, that she would never leave him… How much she had meant to him…

He was questioning God… Why should it happen to him? He had always believed in the Almighty… He regularly visited the temple. He has always been generous towards the poor; always respected the elders; had always been the dutiful son. How could this happen to him? Where did he go wrong? He wondered…

Kiran thought of the entire turn of events… Kiran, meaning hope, and now, there was no hope left in his life. With this very thought, his eyes blurred…

END of Chapter 1
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